Benefits of illness

So I'm still sick as a dog, however I am now down to 103.9kg, which is about 16st5lb or 229lb. I can't really eat anything. This morning I woke at 5am to throw up. Why is this still going on? I can now take boiled eggs, 100% fruit juice lollies but avocado and sharon fruit are a no go. (I'm experimenting) Apple and Rhubarb juice is also not looking good. Weirdly enough custard went down okay. I guess I'll just have to slowly reintroduce dairy - or try too at least. I feel hungry when I smell other peoples cooking, like the pasta and tomato sauce my ma made the other day, or what Alexis cooked at dad's yesterday. I craved some garlic bread but didn't dare, just in case. Then I threw up anyway so I might as well of just done it. Sigh - I have to get better at some point right?
Yesterday I had heartburn for the second time during my sickness, it was agony. I had to quickly gulp a load of water to make myself vomit and ease the burning. Which was ridiculous. Almost as stupid as the fact I had got heartburn from taking my PPI medication. There is no winning. But, looking at the weight loss side of things, hey this whole thing is just character building. If this is the powers that be challenging me - bring it on.