Bell’s palsy?

yesterday my right side of my face stopped working. The muscles just wouldn’t respond in my cheek and my right eye wouldnt wink. This kind of thing doesn’t happen in my family but apparently it does for me. When my parents noticed at the dinner table I couldn’t help but smile and laugh because of how awkward I felt and as a result those jokes about my new face went flying around. It wasn’t intentionally mean but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt. I went upstairs afterwards and cried. Cried for I don’t know how long. I’m crying today maybe it’s the stress of this or the embarrassment. I’m not really sure but I don’t know what I’m going to do when I go to school tomorrow and see people I know. How fast will the word get around? How long can I go without smiling? When I see my best friend will I burst into tears? Can I even sing in Chior anymore?  If somebody tells a joke will I smile exposing my facial numbness? I’m scared of what tomorrow will bring...