Bella

deleted_user 12/13/2011
The bunny wouldn\'t want you to hurt yourself. Instead, do something for her memory. Make up a web-memorial or something like that as an outlet for your emotion.

TroJanThunder 12/13/2011
I am so sorry Dear! It\'s terrible losing a beloved pet. Grief is the price we pay for love. I like Marc\'s idea too. Maybe maybe a little shrine to her memory somewhere in your room too.

deleted_user 12/13/2011
aw im so sory to hear that, but at least it was peacefull an she lived to such an old age! she must have been a very happy rabbit!!
i had a bunny for 7 years and i had to have her put down because she had a disease which if left would only cause a slow painful death and I didnt want that, with no cure for it so it was the gentlist way to go, she died purring (yes rabbits purr..when they make that gringing teeth noise and kinda hum) and licking my hand in affection as she died in my arms..despite it being the best thing for her and seeing her go so peacefully i felt totaly heartbroken- its so hard to loose soemoene you love whether its human or animal. But like the others have said, she wouldnt have wanted you to self harm, she\'s want you to have someone to cuddle more like =), or munch on a carrot for frustation! try printing off nice photos and putting them up: so your always reminding of what a wonderful per you had. hopeyou stay strong xx

CarlaBent 12/13/2011
Oh, honey. I\'m so very, very sorry for your loss.
There\'s nothing trivial about the death of your beloved pet. It hurts just as much as losing a beloved family member. For that\'s what your bunny was.
And I know what it\'s like to have had her there with you through so much of your life and to lose her at this age.
I clearly remember the day my family got our dog, Pretzel, and I was only three years old. He died when I was 16 and I still love him with all my heart. I know the sense of loss and grief that you will now have to suffer through.
And you\'re exactly right. At first, it seems surreal.
I hope you manage to resist the urge to cut, as hard as that may seem. Keep reminding yourself of what the others here have pointed out -- Bella wouldn\'t want that for you. See if you can keep from doing it as a kind of tribute to Bella and all that she means to you.
She may no longer be here, but your love for her will always live on.
I\'m so sorry for your pain. ((((((((((Hugs))))))))))

mistakenforlove 12/14/2011
hey love I just wanted to u that im sorry and know how u feel and that I lost my chinchilla last February she was really old and I found out that she could of had a tumor but anyways Ik how u feel I had her for pretty much half my life having her for almost 7 years and the vet told me that she\'s never seen a chinchilla live that long they don\'t have a very long life span so for to of lived that long made me feel really good to kno that I took that good of care of her she also died in my arms and it sucks so much but just think how she was with the one she loved the most in ur arms and she wasn\'t alone and she was content hang in there I know it\'s hard and sucks and I\'m here if u need anything keep ur chin up and be proud that she had such an amazing life with u

deleted_user 12/14/2011
Awww I am so sorry your bunny died!! You have the right to feel sad and angry and depressed. This was a beloved pet and I know she loved you greatly because you are a very nice and kind person. If you ever want to talk just message me on skype when I am on. Sorry we haven\'t talked in a while, been busy with finals.

deleted_user 12/15/2011
Oh no!!!! I am so sorry for your loss. As you know, my nine year old bunny died two weeks ago. I know somewhat what you are going through. I\'m glad you got to be with her at the end. It will be hard not having her around. take care!

deleted_user 12/15/2011
I just saw your profile pic. She was such a cute lop!

TroJanThunder 12/15/2011
Yes. She was adorable!