Being Tired

So this week was 6 weeks for me, on Tuesday, on my way to Dallas to help my friend get her dad to the bus station I hit a deer with my car.  By God's grace and mercy we are safe, I rented a car so that we could take him back to the bus station on Wednesday night, his bus left at 10:20 pm.  Driving back didn't take that long but it was still after 12:30 when I got back home.  The reason that I'm writing is that I know my self and my body, when I get to a point of being tired my body reacts with a major migraine, and fatigue.  That also makes the pain of losing Johnny that much harder.  Last night before bed I cried so hard.  I just needed to feel him near.  It was so hard because before he passed he was my rock, he would always take care of me.  
I'm learning how to handle this on my own, I take things in moments at a time, and for the most part I get through.  Being tired though is the roughest part for me.  Not only does my body betray me my heart breaks all over again.  
With God's grace I breathe in and breathe out and do what needs to be done.  I think tonight once I get off work I will just rest.  But will y'all please pray for me.  You each know what I'm going through and it's hard because hardly anyone in my family has lost a spouse in this way.  You understand the reality of it all.  Thank you in advance for your prayers and I will pray for y'all as well.