Being Content in my singleness
My son and I were talking last night and we were talking about my being single for 22 years and how I have had one relationship that lasted longer then my marriage did but I ended it because he wouldn't take care of himself. That was in 2000 and I have been single ever since. I am so tired of being single and my son says maybe I am supposed to be content in my singleness because he says I won't be single forever. But it sure feels that way to me. I just won't settle for "less than"" any more. I deserve to be loved and cherished for who I am. I miss being with someone and it reallly makes me think the longer I am single and the older I get that maybe Tom was right that I will grow old and an alone. And not to mention my sex life is non existant and I am so frustrated by that! I will be okay once I get over this funk because that is what this is.I am so tired of being lonely.