Beginning of the New Year

Well 2016 has started with a bang not in a good way the new year started with nothing, no hugs no kisses no nothing i felt empty as usual. i hope that my goals come together this year, my goals are to fix some medical problems, move back home to nj, i do have a friend that is offering me a place and i mentioned to her that i will help her daughter as much as i can she feels trapped in a female body and wants to become a male so i hope we can help each other out. in the mean time i csn get my job transfered down there at least i will be making some money. so when my wife decides to kick me out im not returning and i will call on my imaginary phone. also im going to work hard on clearing my background so i can find a better job and start my transitioning being under a supervision of a doctor instead of self medicating. i know its a lot but i feel confident that i will acomplish a lot including devorcing my wife. that does not give the time of day.