beginnings

ive taken my first steps my wife knows now how we are going to adjust now im not sure even though she said she will support me where she can she cant love me as a woman but for now its a struggle but with strength and perseverance i may just become who i really feel i need to be,my biggest worry is my kids whom i love so dearly im afraid its going to be a dark  road to begin with but with support  i will shine,ive seen my doctor who was surprisingly understanding,he is going to find the best help he can for me  and give me the info in a week so im returning in a week from now to start what is so far a scary path but soon doors will open and i will embrace whats given to me,MY JOURNEY BEGINS NOWXXX