Before. My Vows

I just thought I would add this. I think it will help me to get this out. I wanted to say these things for the longest time; I just never got the chance. My last relationship almost came down to marriage. My fear held me back. My depression suppressed my emotion. I did warm up to the idea. A lot. I was actually very excited about it. I even was thinking about my vows. I did actually finish them. Here they are:
 
I love you. Probably more than anything I have experienced in my life. You have been my rock. You have held my head above the water and sheltered me through my worst storms. I love you can never express the feeling that I currently and will always feel in my heart for you. I may not be the easiest person to love, but I am there. I may not be able to be there to help you through everything, but you are in my heart. As long as I am in yours; we are together. Thank you for being my best friend. I love you more with each passing day. You will forever and always be the love of my life. I hope our future continues to shine brighter and brighter each day. You are my sun, my world and my everything. I love you. I love you forever and always.