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Just got a huge essay off my shoulders. It's like throwing up and feeling perfect right after. Well, if it's not one thing it's another, my car was uncooperative this morning so my roommate had to give me a ride. I hate being a burden. Well, at least I'm in good spirits and my legs don't hurt so much, in fact, they barely hurt at all today. I do have a headache, but it's barely strong enough to annoy me. Tomorrow is the last day before spring break, yaaaaaaayyyyyyyyeeeeeee!Well, I've kept my goals to be positive and stop giving people the death stare and I can honestly say that it really is helping me feel good. A few people said hi to me this morning, it was weird, but I'm not a ghost anymore. Things are looking up! But for how long...gah, I can't stop myself!
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lol i like your description of getting an essay out the way in regards to throwing up hehe.. You know it is amazing how small positive things like people saying hello can make a difference to your mood and how you feel. I used to give ppl the death stare 2 lol and they pretty much stayed away from me. I was soo dam guarded when i went to college and still am in some ways, but im learning to relax cuz its no way to live being this tense all the time. I ant enjoy myself and im always being paranoid and overemphasising little things.