been too long

Its been too long since I have written here. I have been coming on here more recently to hel out others as I have been in a better place. Pay it forward so to speak. My wife has been chatting with her ex. She has been keeping it from me, and I confronted her about it the other night. We have had a rocky past which I have never really got over, or talked about. We tried counseling, but we always ended up talking about other stuff. It feels funny to be on the other end of this. I hve been honest, and true to myself. IT feels great to be that way. I also do not know how I am feeling about her talking to this guy when she was hiding it and has a history with. My feelings are confused. :/