Been so long

I have made various accomplishments since I last used this site. Perhaps ten that I should be proud of , but in group therapy yesterday I was able to think of one of them seriously. That's how grumpy i can be. We are supposed to be perfect. We are supposed to climb that ladder. When we aren't climbing that motherfucker our shit stinks- badly, quite uncomfortable to know that the older I've become I just don't even measure up to society standards.

I'm in a crisis house having my meds readjusted.