been gone a long time

i been off this site for months in october i near died because of medical mistake. the doctor prescribe a medicine to take as need the nurse put it in my pail box. it posion my whole system. the nurse came to take it out of my pill box and said to the student nurse i try to kill vietnam2nd i didn't find that funny. people die ever day because of medical errors and i was almost one of them. i know she didn't do it on pupose but i didn't think she should be joking about it. i have diebitic sours on my feet they keep me up because of pain they are healing know. but i got a five inch sore on my butt. it is very painful and keeping me up at nights. in the last two days have only had four hours of sleep. i have spent a lot of time playing brain power games. i have spent time on face book. if any of you are on face book you could be my friend on face book. you will reconize the picture of dancing with my mom. i have so many emails over 500 so will not be reading them. i will try to spend some time on this site more ofter at least a couple times a week so if you don't hear from me you know i have to many messages to read. i haven't been walking because of the sores on my feet they told me to stay of my feet as much as possible they would bleed when i walked to get coffee. setting because of the sores on the feet likely cause the sore on my butt. i don't have much bedding on my chairs. i set on a pillow and still got a sore i him know setting on two pillows. i had a big sore on my butt before the nurse from the va put in for a pressure relive pillow phiscal typey did nothing about it the nurse is piss about it and she is going to tell the doctor about my sore on the butt and have the doctor order a pressure relif pillow to set on. to my friend chris i have got your family a christmass gift open on christmass i also got a gift for kayla an taylynn.