Been Doing Alot of thinking!!!

That i should just let it go. move on with my life and not let this ruin what life i do have left. Stop feeling sorry for myself and take control of the problem and not let it control me. Move on from the past and get over it. Stop worrying about guys and being alone if a guy doesnt want to be with me then he hisnt worth my time and their missing out not me. That i will be able to have sex again and that my life isnt over and this is jus another bump in the road that im being tested on if i can make it thur. god give us moutians to climb so we can get stronger thats all this is gods way of trying to make me build myself back up again......so just all in all stop stressing.  Yes I have HPV. Yes I have weight issues. Yes i;m a smokerYes I have other problems  But im sure if u asked any one in this world they have some kind of issue or something. Its not just me and i need to start seeing that. I'm not the only one these things happen to and just make myself better then i was before and tommorow is always another day. It might be worst or it might be jus ok But theres always a chance it cud be better....... The things that are wrong with me are not who i am there just things they dont make me who i am or who i want to be I am me and I should be proud of who i am and not let things or other people get me down. So for the first time in my life im going to change that and stand up and acctually do something abt it.