Been Back with the ex

we went two or three weeks of no us, then we proceeded back into our relationship again. We havent had any breaks and it feels great. We might actually be meeting soon bc he's talking about living in Jersey with me and inteding his last year of highschool with me. im excited but not....idk if im ready or if i want 2....
anyways i have been pretty good. more happy these days then sad and i watch this show every tuesday night on mtv at 11:00 called "If You Really Knew Me". i like it alot because im able to relate and shed a few tears. Its helping in a very strange way. lol, im so weird. Anyways this is a small update for everyone. Im still alive and well :)