Been Busy
Just wanted to say hi to my friends and thanks for walking with me through this journey of hearache. Been a while since I have wrote. Reasons been busy. Weddings, Ken's kids vsited. Yeah. Took a weekend trip with hubby. And then it is mother's day coming up. Then off to Al to watch the new Star Trek movie with Ken's kids. Two movies Ken never missed the opening day of Star Trel and Star Wars. So we are that is my son Brent is trying to get as many as the family to go So will be a bit busy. Still having some physical problems.
Still missing Ken as much as ever. The thing that happened to me and i know I can relaspe backward very easy. But on his third anniversay in Heaven, i could not believ where the time went. And still feel that way but knew i had to get up and start living again. So inam trying to do that. Trying to do family things and hubby times together. Sometmes really hard. But know that i amhelping no one hiding in my house.
As usual i say to my sweet sweet son. I love and miss you so much. Forever your mom
Still missing Ken as much as ever. The thing that happened to me and i know I can relaspe backward very easy. But on his third anniversay in Heaven, i could not believ where the time went. And still feel that way but knew i had to get up and start living again. So inam trying to do that. Trying to do family things and hubby times together. Sometmes really hard. But know that i amhelping no one hiding in my house.
As usual i say to my sweet sweet son. I love and miss you so much. Forever your mom
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I am sorry the physical issues are still an issue. It is so hard to be positive when you are in pain. Mind and body are so connected.
Busyness helps, but the heartache never leaves.
I have gotten very involved in community initiatives so seem to be meeting a lot. Luckily the people I am working with are a lot of fun so it really doesn\'t seem like work.
What a cool idea to watch the Star Trek movie together! I know Ken will be there with you.
Love and hugs, Marlene
Yes it will be however been going non stop I do feel so tired. My granddaughter got married Two Weekends ago. Took me back to three years plus ago when Ken was determined to walk his daughter down the alse unable to speak but the whole week before would point to his chest mouth me me meaning he would say it no matter how the words came out. He did and two weeks ago I went back to that day and I cried ...sometimes the memories just are too strong. Love yo you Marlene
Sandi,
I am glad to be hearing from one of my old friends. Time does get away from us. Oddly, I never have time to clean, now just how is that? lol
Love ya,
Leda
Oh Sandi you sound so much better...we miss you around here but glad that you are keeping busy. Yes, things will take us back but I think we recover more easily than we have in the past. I try to tell that to the new moms, some thank me and others swear they will stay in the darkness but I keep trying anyway. Take care my dear SOTH...Love, Connie
A wonderful journal Sandi. It\'s so good to hear that you are up and about and going places and doing things.
Hugs, Terry
The time does go by fast, but the heartache never leaves. Being busy can be a good thing but don\'t wear yourself out! Sue xo
Hi Sandi....I often think of it as \"the thing that happened to me\" these days. That 3rd year was when I started to come alive again, laugh freely again, and start to realize that I was going to survive this, after all. And damn, how time does fly! It will be five years since my son died this year (November). He is never far from my thoughts and sometimes the pain comes back, but never with the intensity like it was those first 2 years. Staying busy helps! It is good to hear from you. Hugs, Belinda
Sandy breathe deep. You got it going, being active is good. You will learn your pace and stick to it. Just learning how to smile again and to laugh is very good healing tools..
Big hugs ~ Penny