Been awhile

So I have been going to counseling every Thursday and it must be working is all I can say because I have been happy and in good moods for 4 days now and I can't remember the last time I was happy before my miscarriage. My b/f and I have been doing alot better. I finished school and got my CNA (Certified Nursing Assistant) Degree. My life feels like it's on track....I still have an empty place in my heart that will never be filled but I realize that and I will keep that special place for my baby Sunshine :) ..... I hope this feeling lasts and maybe soon my b/f and I can try again.