Been awhile

Been awhile since I have written.  I think maybe if I do it may help my blues alittle.  I know the cold, the holidays, and no job are bringing me down.
I did not celebrate your birthday because your birthdate is over, instead day before I drove to see the new grandson. And just mentioned to family the next day you would have been 70 yrs old.  No one said a word so I let it slide. And I spent time playing w/Maddox & I did not think of it anymore.
It has snowed which is unusual for it to stick/be cold than icy this early.  I had to ice melt the corrals for Spot. 
I hope you welcomed Shaggy home w/you.  I know animals go to heaven too, & I know you are there well.  I felt he was just suffering by keeping him here, he was so emaciated, I wonder what happened.  So if you have any divine powers help me tame the new kitten I rescued.  I just could not see it being raised in the snow, freezing or starving while I was around.  SHE is just like Goldie who is Shaggy's Mom at 13 or 14 yrs old. 
Roger, I am tired of being up here in the cold big place alone.  I do not enjoy the snow anymore alone.  I want to move on, where I can get a pt job, get out, get on with life.  Where its not so isolated/where there are more people/opportunities/chances to move forward.  SO while I have prayed to God and Jesus to sell our place here my prayers are unanswered.  Its hard here now so alls I can do is keep praying. 
So while I am here I am praying for warmer weather this winter to help me cope with the out door chores.