Been Awhile

It certainly has been awhile since i've given an update but the past few weeks have been really upsetting. Before my summer job ended, i was having a problem with a co worker, i sat next to her and there were alot of times when i had nothing to do and my boss knew that. So i thought writing in my journal would be a good way to kill time, and read my book i carried with me. Well this co worker would just stare at me, when ever i was reading or writing, this person would stare. it really upset me. I didnt have anything to do at the time, i dont think i needed to explain that to anyone but my boss. this person has also made a couple comments and so i had to move. I sat at a desk with my back towards this person so he/she had anything to stare at it was my back. While i was writing my personal/private thoughts, this person was staring at me....i thought my privacy was invaded. To me, theres something wrong in this persons life to act this way. My mom and i have been having alot of bad bad arguments. It was so bad the two of us told one another that if we cant fix this, i have to move out and i really dont want to. I saw my counselor two days ago and she said shes proud of me. I'm making some great progress. I also saw my doctor, there were a couple concerns. It all went good , everything is fine, well i have a little skin condition that can be treated with some creame so i'm good. such a relief!. My grandma has not called since the beginning of august, and whats wierd is , she calls like 4 times a week. I think my dad has something to do with it. All i know is that, my moms side of the family cut me out, and on my dads side, i only had my grandma and now this is happening, i'm starting to think my whole family is not speaking to me. I am however grateful for the family i do have, my mom, my sisters, my brother and now my nephew and to me thats all that matters.