been a while

Since the last entry I have spent two weeks in hospital, and had my meds changed to cymbalta which has only become available here.  It has worked better than the previous one.  My mood has been so strange.  The other night a patients father was verbally abusive which I found hard to handle, and at work I usually have a very thick skin.  I have self harmed twice in the last two weeks, which has my doctor worried.  He actually said if I was going to do it then self harm in the carpark and then go in and he will see me, that way infection will be minimised.  He is a good doc.  My counsellor is on holiday at present so I don't see him till next week. There will be alot to catch up on.