Been a long time

Well it's been months, but maybe this will help how I've been feeling lately. So much bs at school being treated like crap by teachers, everything's changed since the techs started this semester. I swear it's like high school. I don't know what to do, everything is just hitting the fan. I've been so depressed lately and I've been cutting more than any other time in my life that I can remember. Home sucks, my roommate has been causing a lot of stress, she doesn't clean leaves her stuff laying around gets mad at me for going to my parents for the weekend, I just don't get it. I want to curl into a ball and sleep. Total crap! I feel awful, I want out of this place but I'm stuck,