Bedwetting Blues
I have decided to try and write a blog or journal. A teacher said it is a good way to deal with upsetting emotions.
I am a teen bedwetter. I am STILL wetting almost every night. Well, okay every night. My parents told me they had decided to put me back in diapers. I feaked out and begged them not to do it. My 11 and 9 year old brothers think its funny I got to wear them. They had threatened to do so before but I was really schocked when they announced it at the dinner table. Mom had ordered everything and it arrived. I was shaking with dread a I watched her unpack the boxes of diaperes and stuff which had arrived that day by mail.
I was very upset the first night when they diapered me. It was awful laying there as they pinned on the diaper and put me in plastic pants. And I was not prepared for how thick they were. I have to have 2 months of dry nights same as my 2 year old brother before I can get out of them. So I have set that as my goal. But I am pretty worried cause I can't go two dry nights in a row.
How am I ever going to be able to keep this a secret???? Others had already begun to start getting suspicous I think. A couple friends saw the rubber sheet on my bed one day when we came home from school and mom had my bed stripped. They stared but didnt' say anything and neither did I. I just got them out of there as fast as I could. But I wonder if they might have figured out I am a bedwetter. And I think they also have seen and wondered about the wetting chart calendar on the refrigerator. I told them it was for my 4 year old brother (who is dry now). But diapers is a whole lot worse than a rubber sheet.
So I got to work on my goal real hard and real fast.
I am a teen bedwetter. I am STILL wetting almost every night. Well, okay every night. My parents told me they had decided to put me back in diapers. I feaked out and begged them not to do it. My 11 and 9 year old brothers think its funny I got to wear them. They had threatened to do so before but I was really schocked when they announced it at the dinner table. Mom had ordered everything and it arrived. I was shaking with dread a I watched her unpack the boxes of diaperes and stuff which had arrived that day by mail.
I was very upset the first night when they diapered me. It was awful laying there as they pinned on the diaper and put me in plastic pants. And I was not prepared for how thick they were. I have to have 2 months of dry nights same as my 2 year old brother before I can get out of them. So I have set that as my goal. But I am pretty worried cause I can't go two dry nights in a row.
How am I ever going to be able to keep this a secret???? Others had already begun to start getting suspicous I think. A couple friends saw the rubber sheet on my bed one day when we came home from school and mom had my bed stripped. They stared but didnt' say anything and neither did I. I just got them out of there as fast as I could. But I wonder if they might have figured out I am a bedwetter. And I think they also have seen and wondered about the wetting chart calendar on the refrigerator. I told them it was for my 4 year old brother (who is dry now). But diapers is a whole lot worse than a rubber sheet.
So I got to work on my goal real hard and real fast.
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