because
well came and saw...
not much happening... might be moving like anybody cares...
I really wonder at times what the hell happened... I spent my life treating folks the way I would like to be treated... with respect and honor... honest...
stood up for my family... tried to encourage my children best as I could... kept my mouth shut when I knew i'd only make things worse..
stood up for my ex even though I knew she was wrong... taught my kids to respect their mom.... lol...forgot to teach em to respect me...
Kids have gone the way of the world... I'm not sure what the heck happened... ex hates my old ass... too bad lol..
guess it's cause I can't understand how she could abandon her son when he needed her most.. just so she could drive a new car like she deserved... how lame... and now as her son is 22... unemployed suffers a servre learning disability.. and DVR has yet to find him any employment after 4 years...
I'm lost...
just plum don't understan this world we live in...
it's like it's gone to hell... and the government wont even buy it a hand basket to go in... dang...
Wars all over the world... government worry more about illegal immigrants than it's tax paying citizens...
affirmative action is so lame... white males can't get a bit of help we pay taxes for ... so hey ...
I'm lost.. angry cause my son suffers... no job.. no training cause he's not certified by ssa...it too much some time...
being alone without a soulmate...a better half even a bitter half might be better... but I'm no so sure...
Women today seem different... like all high and mighty... but I don't really see them doing any better than those before them...
I don't think either men or women are better than one another... but this systems seem to nurse the idea to keep life off balance...is men and women could learn to trust and work together... if parents taught their sons that women aren't sexual play things... jeesh just some respect for women...
I see some aweful things going on in the world... and it happens here in the US too... those girls in Ohio...
I'm rambling I guess...
I pray...
I hope...
I know... life has to change... I'm sorry I'm so slow to catch up... but hey... what good is my old fashioned idea's...
well hey... best wishes all...
hope I don't come off as high and mighty... just
lost and confused...
not much happening... might be moving like anybody cares...
I really wonder at times what the hell happened... I spent my life treating folks the way I would like to be treated... with respect and honor... honest...
stood up for my family... tried to encourage my children best as I could... kept my mouth shut when I knew i'd only make things worse..
stood up for my ex even though I knew she was wrong... taught my kids to respect their mom.... lol...forgot to teach em to respect me...
Kids have gone the way of the world... I'm not sure what the heck happened... ex hates my old ass... too bad lol..
guess it's cause I can't understand how she could abandon her son when he needed her most.. just so she could drive a new car like she deserved... how lame... and now as her son is 22... unemployed suffers a servre learning disability.. and DVR has yet to find him any employment after 4 years...
I'm lost...
just plum don't understan this world we live in...
it's like it's gone to hell... and the government wont even buy it a hand basket to go in... dang...
Wars all over the world... government worry more about illegal immigrants than it's tax paying citizens...
affirmative action is so lame... white males can't get a bit of help we pay taxes for ... so hey ...
I'm lost.. angry cause my son suffers... no job.. no training cause he's not certified by ssa...it too much some time...
being alone without a soulmate...a better half even a bitter half might be better... but I'm no so sure...
Women today seem different... like all high and mighty... but I don't really see them doing any better than those before them...
I don't think either men or women are better than one another... but this systems seem to nurse the idea to keep life off balance...is men and women could learn to trust and work together... if parents taught their sons that women aren't sexual play things... jeesh just some respect for women...
I see some aweful things going on in the world... and it happens here in the US too... those girls in Ohio...
I'm rambling I guess...
I pray...
I hope...
I know... life has to change... I'm sorry I'm so slow to catch up... but hey... what good is my old fashioned idea's...
well hey... best wishes all...
hope I don't come off as high and mighty... just
lost and confused...
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Hello my friend, I\'m so sorry you feel alone. Life is so difficult at times. I wish I could say something profound to make you feel better, but I\'m struggling too and I doubt this big old crazy world as well.
What helps me sometimes is just handing it all over to God. I\'m not a religous fanatic, but I do believe that he is watching over me. And on my worst hopeless days it helps to believe in the power of prayer. Most of the time ( not always ) the next day is better.
I hope tomorrow is better for you !
Hugs, Patricia :-)