beautiful day out

It's funny how a beautifully sunny day can affect mood the way it does...  sky is blue i did some yard work and poop detail which is still in progress... it's been a long winter and with two dogs yikes...  but like everything lately i am  pacing!!!  I didn't count that as my getting out goal though so i took one of my dogs Ozzie for a long walk.. we both enjoyed it a lot and now he's pooped out and i'm feeling good actually.. i have 2 more hours till med time and the shaking is starting so i'm guessing we will be upping the med soon but i'm not going to jump the gun here,   I've been reading a lot about pd but am finding i'm not as compulsive about it... I still wish my husband would talk about it a little but i guess he needs time..  i still have so many questions but don't feel the urgency to get to the bottom of it all i'm not sure what that means, am i finally accepting i have this or did i just burn myself out with all the questions and confusion... not sure on that one but i am enjoying the fact that my thoughts aren't as rushing .. i guess it could be that i'm on the right med now who knows...