Be positive !

We'll my hormones are crashing and I'm really emotional, I'm crying at insurance commercials :) so here my list of things I'm gratefull for and that shpuld keep me positive.
1- My husband, he's great with my crazy hormones, never makes me feel like our IF issues are mine, even if they are and he shows me everyday that he loves me and wouldn't change anything even if it means us never having an other child.
2- My son, he's wonderfull and I adore him, I can look at him and think everyrhing is right in this world. He can't wait for momy's tommy to be better so he can have a baby !
3- My mom, she's been taking care of me this week, making diner and just making sure I'm not alone all week and going nuts sitting with my feet up watching to many baby stories on TLC.
4- My boss and job, even though he doesn't know much he sent me a beautifull plant a madagacar jasmine because of my mc, it's the plant associated aquarius the sign my baby would have been. Plus, even with my job, HR director, he's giving me all the time I need with all my doc appointments.
5- My friends, they don't get what I'm going through but they love me and are trying to help.
6- My IF doc, she's great and I really feel she's doing everyrhing right for me.
7- My conviction that no matter what, I will get pregnant eventually and have an other child.
8- All my DS friends, your support is really getting me through this plus I love to hear when one of you has a good day, some progress and specialy a BFP. It gives me hope, so thanks.
Thanks Grenchen, your journal inspired me and made me feel so much better.