'' be mindfull to take each day 1 day at a time ''
well not quite sure whats going on atm.im soooo tiredwoke up at 11.30am this morning . didnt even hear the kids go to school (dont worry my other half takes them)had loads of blood tests done and a thryoid test donegoing to see the gp 2morrow for the resultsif the bloods r ok well ye im concerned that it could be someit elsecant talk about it yetbut its not life threatning so dont worrygot aa lata so got to get dressed to go theirill see how i am when i try and get dressed at 6pmbeen on the sofa al day jus watchin tv and well falling asleepkids r bac now talk lataxxx
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Hang in there, Claire. I hope it all goes well...
been to see the gp and me bloods r ok. they jus have to check me vit b12 now. had problems with this a while ago and had to have a load of injections to retify it then it sorted itself out . was strange that cus we thought i had pernious anemia
so jus waiting on this new test now.
still feeling knackered but think it may be withdrawel symproms. i know one thing i dont have anything sugary at all since i stopped drinking and i bet thats making me feel a bit shite too.
aa meeting this afternoon was really good. i actually shared this time. it felt good.
mom is taking me to the healing rooms tonite. im not a church goer or a big beleiver but i will go into this with open eyes. and u never know. i may have a spiritual awaking i may not. we will c,
will write more lata tonite when i come bac from the healing rooms. will let u all know how i found it
xxx
jus been to a healing room
not too sure what i made of it
im not against god at all but not exactly for him either
it was different
dont feel any different
actually i feel a bit depressed
so processing me thoughts atm
had me 1st drink dream today.
had a napin the afternoon and well thats when it happened
was not nice
woke up thinking id had a drink
ive heard other people say that they have drink dreams asnd not known what they mean
now i do
and i didnt like it at all
and i guess the reason im feeling depresed is becus i spent so long repressing all me emotions for so long thru drink now i am not drinking all me emotions are coming back
forgoton what its like to actually feel
och ill be ok
always am always wil be
ignore me rambling on
clairexxx