Battles

The urges of gambling are so seductive. Your head gets filled with all kinds of new ways to gamble without losing. You forget about all the misery gambling caused. Then you get weak and are ready to succomb. I need to be very viligent in this battle or I will lose.(excuse spelling) The moment I allow the thoughts to enter I start to become weak. Prayer and reading on DS are constant reminders to me that I can t even entertain the thought of gambling. It s been almost two months and still the urges come. My days off as we all know are the worst. I am trying other things to fill my time but still the battle continues. My faith has really helped alot as now I trust Jesus to help me win these battles. It really works!!!!!!! Anyways just wanted to air some thoughts to help me settle down and stay gamble free. One day at a time. God Bless and stay strong.