Banged up knees
I feel disconnected from people, like there is something inherently wrong in me that makes it impossible to even develop normal bonds with people outside of my own family. I find people try to be nice to me, but I don't trust kindness. I don't trust myself to be as kind and giving in return. I believe there is something fundamentally wrong with me, and that to save everyone the trouble of having to deal with me I shouldn't even try. I cannot connect with them, and they will only resent me in the end. I am nothing but a wet blanket and I don't know what is my personality and what is my anxiety/depression. I am boring and a drag to be with.
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hello persi, how are you? hope better. i read your entry, and can understand you. i feel this too, but not quite as strong or often. i\'d like to talk sometime, get to know you, if i can. if you\'d like. ok thank you. please take care. hope this ok, me sending you this. i do not want to bother. hope to hear from you. thx. bye
daniel
I didn\'t see this until now. I\'ve been better, not 100% but better. Things are going well now, still some fear but it\'s better than it was.It can still be frustrating, but I am trying a little at a time. How are you doing?