Balancing the Warrior 8
Well just it all. . . I sure am tired of this thread. This morning finds me tempted to pick a random justie from The Dumb Broad Puppet Show and *just* make it work. Like that will work any better this time than it has all the other times I have tried it. . . Ya got to come from the heart if you want it to work. It takes what it takes.
My cursing is cleaner when I stick to the standardized taboo word lists. It gets seriously grody when I start compulsively translating those taboo words into socially acceptable dialects. Yes, compulsive is the word for it. The translations pop out, whether I want them too, or knot. There are quite allot of creative, technically acceptable translations available for "bull fucking shit." I found myself doing exactly that yesterday when my church friends asked for the latest updates on the contractor stonewall. The shocked looks on the friendly faces served as a potent reminder that an unbalanced warrior can be a menace to society, whatever the costume the warrior is wearing on any given day.
I am thoroughly sleep saturated right now. Restorative sleep seldom visits me when I am sleep saturated. Sleeping beyond my physical need isnae resting. It is evasion. Last night's dreams were somewhere between Disney world and poetic. Downright purty. As I laid in bed a while longer, attempting to hold on to the warm glow, my thoughts shifted back to . . . Well. . . I am grateful that Hubby's good ol' boy talk with the contractor warned me that the last promise of work starting today is still on the Honey Do plan. I'll get to it when I get to it, Honey. I'm hoping Hubs can rub zippers with him again to get a more precise scheduling plan.
For now, it's laundry time. The laundromat I have been using is open 24/7. It remains just plain hard, but I believe I am holding steady. Prayers in progress.
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Praying with you. You are doing really great with all of this and I know it’s not easy. Triple hugs~
Thank you. Prayer and validation appreciated.
Is it entirely too nerdatious to answer triple hugs with hugs cubed? Gotta spell it out since my mathtype won't work on DS.
The insight from Hubby's good ol' boy chat that today's promised start date was yet another lie helped in so far as I knew to get out and do other things this morning, but parking in front of the moldering demolition pile still has me goose-stepping military style. It's a beautiful day here and some gardening would be good medicine. Alas, the portions of the yard where the moldering demolition pile can't be seen are a tad bit over-tended this week. Efforts to tend the spaces in full or even partial view arenae going well.
Hugs cubed is awesome. Yeah that pile has been a challenge to ignore for you for some time now but you are doing great with it. What about starting more indoor ones for now, in the hopes hubs can jiggle some work out for you soon. More triple hugs for you to cube lol
Is it a coincidence that hubs started to get sick soon after the good ol' boy chat? This morning he was sick enough to miss work. Been trading nurse notes with the daughter-in-law who lives with him and she thinks it is just a flu bug, but. . . It niggles. . . It is also not mine to sort.
Letting God lead the dance. . .