Bahhh...Set back! Awesome
So....... Friday my ex wife had the day off work..she called me in the morning to see if i could lend her my debit card because she lost hers (we still havent gotten seperate accounts) I told her no problem, I went with her to the bank because she owed me some money. We'll we ended up pretty much spending the day together...was..nice. A buddy and I were heading up to a trailer for the weekend, so before i left i went down to her apt to drop off something...hugged her good bye and then we kissed. Not a friendly bye cheek deal. Like Ok lets get it on right now!. We were both having down day's and im assuming it was just weakness on both of our parts...but....but... It felt so nice=( All weekend i thought about her, bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I had a great weekend regardless but meh... I know these things happen, but feeling so alone ...that feeling of a connection was back for thoes 20 seconds...I eventually realized what we were doing and just sorta broke it off and said i gotta go. So Im as confused as ever. Thinking about my ex, and thinking about this other interest of mine. Honestly though.....for the last few months all i ever wanted was one last kiss...felt like everything ended so sudden...I would not take it back. -Confused again...yey.
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wow idk what to say, Im not so sure it was a good idea to kiss her...for me if would have cause more issues in my mind that I wouldnt need. I hope that kiss either gave you some kind of insight that will help you would be positive for you. Just dont let someone take advantage of you just because your lonely ok? What happened to the other girl?
Yeah, obviously i wasnt thinking straight. It just sorta...happened, and when i finally realized wtf was going on i stopped it. Unfortunatly the kiss did nothing but set me back, made me even more confused.
Nothing happend yet with the other girl, we\'ve been talking back in forth but now im not too sure i want to do anything. If i cant give 110% of myself to her, then i do not want her to be with me, she deserves the best ya know?...arggggg
hun i honestly think you should just have \"me\" time and not jump into anything...i mean god its lonely TRUST ME i hate it...been doing it for 6months now...but at least you can figure out what you want...what you dont want...and you can give 110% to whoever the next lucky girl may be.
Yeah, I think so too...just such a hard thing deciding to be alone you know?..I think that\'s the problem right now, my emotions are still all over the place, sigh, so confusing!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!! *jumps around*