Bahhh...Set back! Awesome

So....... Friday my ex wife had the day off work..she called me in the morning to see if i could lend her my debit card because she lost hers (we still havent gotten seperate accounts) I told her no problem, I went with her to the bank because she owed me some money. We'll we ended up pretty much spending the day together...was..nice. A buddy and I were heading up to a trailer for the weekend, so before i left i went down to her apt to drop off something...hugged her good bye and then we kissed. Not a friendly bye cheek deal. Like Ok lets get it on right now!. We were both having down day's and im assuming it was just weakness on both of our parts...but....but... It felt so nice=( All weekend i thought about her, bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I had a great weekend regardless but meh... I know these things happen, but feeling so alone ...that feeling of a connection was back for thoes 20 seconds...I eventually realized what we were doing and just sorta broke it off and said i gotta go. So Im as confused as ever. Thinking about my ex, and thinking about this other interest of mine. Honestly though.....for the last few months all i ever wanted was one last kiss...felt like everything ended so sudden...I would not take it back. -Confused again...yey.