Bah humbug:(

I have the holiday blues….Christmas eve would have been a milestone. I would have made it through my first trimester. I remember just a few wks ago me and my husband’s excitement. He wanted to tell people right of away about this pregnancy, and I was adamant about waiting until the end of the first trimester, now loosing the baby, I’m kind of glad we did. The plan was to tell our dearest families and friends the good Christmas news! Well, plans have changed. It will be a reminder of one of the greatest losses of my life. Christmas use to be such a happy time. Then I remember, our plans are not always God’s. God could have a greater store in plan. Right now I have no idea what a greater plan could be. In this Christmas season I’m praying that God will give me comfort and peace and I try and remember what the season is really about. It’s a challenge but  I’m praying to find joy in all things.