Bad weekend

I have been very depressed this weekend.  I have so much trouble going downstairs near Karina's bedroom.  If I open the door, I just want to melt into a pile and cry and cry. I don't think I will ever get used to finding her there or her being gone.   so unfair , so useless loss. Her leaving left a big hole here for sure.

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heartsandhands
heartsandhands

Big hugs, so sorry for this awful pain in your life. I\'m glad you have this space here to journal about it but wish you didn\'t have to grieve for your dear Karina. Hope tomorrow brings an easing of the sorrow, at least a bit of peace that she is ok.
Love, Sarah
NoraMc
NoraMc

That is the reason I cannot sleep in my bed... if I would I would see Morgans room..growing up that was a comfort..now it is a nightmare.. I do not spend much time upstairs..I so understand....Nora
Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

Gentle care to your broken heart. Tender hugs this day and in the ones to come. XO Joanie
annsullivan
annsullivan

Cry all you want - very healing. I know I always feel better after a good cry. If it bothers you to go downstairs near Karina\'s bedroom - don\'t go there - nothing says you have to go in. Took me a real long time to accomplish that feat. May you have a gentle peaceful day. Hugging you tight as you begin your journey...Hugs, Ann
gatiya44
gatiya44

I almost have to go downstairs, to do laundry and some other things. I do delay as much as possible. I always think of the day I found her there. It is very hard as so many of you know.