bad thoughts

Day before yesterday, I was very very depressed.  No one here at home appreciated me and I felt like a worthless person.  No one wanted me.  I cannot work due to my disability.  So the thoughts were very strong just to take my whole bottle of meds and end this existance... I told my wife this and instead of ignoring me as she usually does, she spent time with me and brought me back to my senses. So I am still here, Thank God

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deleted_user

I am very glad you are still here. I have those thoughts often. It\'s good that your wife spent some time with you. And you\'re brave imo for telling her. When I feel like that, I can\'t tell anyone that I live with. Glad you are still here, Jay. Please take care of yourself.
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deleted_user

praise God that you have such an open relationship that your wife didn\'t freak out. And praise God that you are still alive. Remember the good work that God started in you he will continue. Each day of our lives is a reminder that God has a purpose for us. Cling to that if anything. I\'m praying for you.