bad thoughts

Day before yesterday, I was very very depressed.  No one here at home appreciated me and I felt like a worthless person.  No one wanted me.  I cannot work due to my disability.  So the thoughts were very strong just to take my whole bottle of meds and end this existance... I told my wife this and instead of ignoring me as she usually does, she spent time with me and brought me back to my senses. So I am still here, Thank God