BAD NIGHT LAST NIGHT!!!
OK...so...Wed night I took my 'downers'...slept through the night only to be woken up by my husband at 6:30 to move my truck so he could go to work...and with that I was up and running...my Mom had a 'swallow test' scheduled so I had to get to the facility...and when I got there, she was eating breakfast and they still hadn't gotten her up or dressed...so she finally finished eating and they got her into a wheelchair...when she started crying and yelling...she didn't want to get in the wheelchair!!! I explained for the 100th time why she had to be in the wheelchair...and she calmed down...so FF to 11am...she finally went back to sleep, and I left to get started with MY day...went straight to school...ate lunch...took care of some fin.aid stuff...bought an e-book for $93 [UGH!!!]...went to class from 2 - 5...then went to computer lab to study...I intended to leave at 7pm but didn't end up leaving till 9pm!...thought about getting me something to eat...but I felt bloated and had real bad gas (lunch involved beans!)...so I didn't get anything...went home...and went to bed by about 10...didn't take any of my meds!!! ...as soon as I laid down, I felt the anxiousness and restlessness in my legs...I started thinking about all the problems with my mom...I started thinking about all the problems with me...my marriage...and I just tossed and turned until 2:30!!!...then I realized I was hungry...so I got up and went to get me a burger and drink...got back into bed right at 3am...tossed and turned till about 4am before I finally went to sleep...only to be awoken again at 6:30 by my husband so he could go to work!!!...I tried to go back to sleep but only tossed and turned again till 7:30... then just decided to get up...now...I'm dressed, and going to do laundry...hopefully I'll finish by 12...I have an appointment with my mom's social worker at 2...and then I have to take a test for school...hopefully I'll be able to take my meds on time tonight so I can get some sleep...right now I'm gonna take all my AM meds and TRY to make it through today!!!!!!!!
WELL?...
WELL?...
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