Bad night.

Found this website because I have become desperately in need of help with my ocd.  I have realized that it is actually ruining my life and I don't know how to deal with it anymore.  I cannot afford a therapist or professional help at the moment, and I just really need to figure things out.  I've had ocd for years and always gotten myself through it, but this time I just feel helpless.  Blah.