Bad Night

Last night started off ok but ended out to be a nightmare. Some how we were talking and he started on about how his friends dont come around or assocaite with him because of me and I said that he needs to stop worrying about his friend and focus on getting a job well that was the wrong thing to say he thru the milk jug and broke a glass and said that I better stop mouthing off to him or he would break my jaw . Well I couldnt keep quite I had to say something so I said you need to worry about your family and he made it clear I was not his family and the kids were his family. That hurt my feeling but I couldnt let him see that. He went on to say some other things but I rather keep the rest to my self they were to hurtful and I would rather not get my self upset. Im tired of crying because of him. He makes me feel so unworthy and makes me wondering if I should even be here but I cant let him take me down like that . Its just so hard letting go of his hurtful words