Bad News

So I went to the doctor last week, and all he did was take blood so they could run a lab on me to check my thyroid levels. See if the thyroid medicine he has me on is working. But... I'm still not having a period. And he seems to worry that I'm not going to on my own. So I guess if my levels are normal he's going to send me back to my gyno. And if she doesn't perscribe me fertility drugs (I don't think she does that...) then she'll probably end up sending me to a fertility specialist. Which means more tests... And with Joe switching jobs soon, it means that we won't have insurance for about 3 months, so my dream of being a mommy isn't going to happen until NEXT Christmas at the earliest! I'll be lucky to get pregnant by Easter @ the earliest. I was just starting to get hopeful that I'd be able to normal and have a baby soon. And now.... It seems every time I get my hopes up, something hapens to knock them back down! Sometimes I wonder why I even bother...