BAD NEWS

Well fam i went to see my endo doc today and got some news i didnt want ,my IGF1 levels have gone up again so now im back on octriotide injections once a month for six months and we are looking at radio therapy as well (caution swearing coming) this lil fucker in my head wont give up will he .Im starting to feel as though he will never let me go but all i can say is he better hold on because hes in for the ride of his life ,if that dont shake him well then hes a better man than i am ,it has me down at the moment i feel like im in a box and cant find my way out .When i left my docs i punched a wall on the way out then i got back to work and jumped in my truck and did stuff all i just drove around all day my mind was racing (gave myself a headache ) JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO