Bad News?

Hey AllWell I thought everything was going good. But my brakes are bad on my van so I can't drive it.Anthony has to work and Joey is sick. So Ralph took me to the sleep study with his truck and pick me up in Joey's truck. I went to the sleep study and got jell in my hair and hook on wires all night it wasn't to bad. I got to watch tv and chill but had to get up at 515am. Ughhhhhhh Ralph was waiting for me and made him stop for some mountain dew. I couldn't have caffeine the day of the test.I drunk and we talk all the way home. Ralph decided to go hunting and I got on the computer. I stayed up for awhile and then after hour I went to bed after talking some with Rhonda. Rhonda was up all night with the throwing up and she didn't look good probably a virus. I went to nap and then was woke up by the workers outside. They work for awhile and then it started to rain and so they went home. Ralph came in and made omelets for dinner and then Joey went to the school to get his and alex stuff and pay tuitions and paid for senior stuff.He came home and went to bed and then I got on the computer for awhile and then went to bed again. My chest hurt all day. I call about 1000 to Dr. Johnson office to get test results and they put me right to the doctor. She said Dr. Cherry the lung doc called up and said my d dimers  was elevated which means inflammation somewhere in the body. Dr. Cherry order a ct scan of my lungs and they got a glimpse of my pancreas tumor and says it might be inflammed something was going on. So I gave Dr. Johnson Dr. Roseman's phone number he's the one that take care of my tumor. So now I called Dr. Roseman's office to see if we could get together to decide what to do.Noone from Roseman's office never did call me. I will call again tomorrow.I did call my friend Rhonda from aftercare and got to talk to her today. I talk to mom today also. Ralph went fishing with Dustin and Justin. Alex played some on computer and we watch a movie on TV.My chest still hurts and this waiting sucks. Could use alot of prayers from you all. I didn't get to go to my thursday meeting but that's understandable. I will have to get my van fix soon. My goals are out of whack but I'm trying to smile. Love ya all Have a pain free day.Robin