Bad morning..

  So its September 9th, my STBX's birthday. I should have been up about 5 hours ago (around when i was going to bed -_-) making her her birthday breakfast. I should have woken her up for work this morning with a smile...a kiss and a birthday wish. She should have replied to my birthday text this morning with "Thanks Babe =)" But...i got silence. I should be waiting untill 7:30 when she gets of work to give her a nice massage after her long day. I should be planning her party this weekend... Instead i get to sit here in tears... Hope this day goes quick.