Bad mood day
(why can't they just have a label to mark your entry as simply "pissed"? LOL)
I am just the ill bitch today I guess. I'm not sleeping well, don't feel well, and just all around irritable. Jumped down my father in laws throat this afternoon (don't know why I even bothered, it's not like it will change anything) for bullshit lies. Husband's neck and shoulder are bothering him really badly, so that isn't helping things one bit.
Nasty purple monster in my left thigh just sits there like a lump on a frogs ass. On the one hand I'm glad that it hasn't exploded into a throbbing painful mess, but on the other hand I wish it would do something other than stare back at me from it's nice warm nesting spot. It worries me that it is purple though, this is the first purple one I have ever had. I mean I have had spots turn purple after rupturing or being lanced, but never before.
Mother in law let my daughter stay out of school today, which really really pissed me off. I love my daughter, but she knows how to play my mother in law like an old fiddle. I asked her why she didn't go to school "because I need a refill on my itchy meds." That told me right there she used that as an excuse, especially since right after she told me she started scratching. She wasn't scratching when I first walked in. UGH! At least she tracks out on the 20th of this month.
The problem I have with the inlaws is this. They lie all the time. And not about anything big or important. Something as simple as asking for a cigarette. "Hey you got a couple of smokes I can get?"...."I don't have any." (mind you just hours before they went and got a whole carton)...OK..I would much rather someone tell me I don't want to give you any than lie to me. Tell me, yeah I got some, but I don't want to give you any, is, to me, a whole lot better than telling me a lie. And they do this shit all the time. I don't lie to them about anything, if they ask, they get told, if they wanna know, they get told. I would so much rather someone tell me I don't wanna than lie.
We haven't even put up a Christmas tree yet. Not looking forward to dragging it out from under the deck. Trolling Craigslist for decorations as well, sure as hell don't want to have to drive 30 mins and lug all the Christmas decorations I saved from the house, just to have to take it all down again and lug it all the way back to Durham. Would just store it here, but there's just not enough room at the hotel.
Really should be posting in my journal everyday, somedays I just can't find it in me to do. pffffttt. :P
I am just the ill bitch today I guess. I'm not sleeping well, don't feel well, and just all around irritable. Jumped down my father in laws throat this afternoon (don't know why I even bothered, it's not like it will change anything) for bullshit lies. Husband's neck and shoulder are bothering him really badly, so that isn't helping things one bit.
Nasty purple monster in my left thigh just sits there like a lump on a frogs ass. On the one hand I'm glad that it hasn't exploded into a throbbing painful mess, but on the other hand I wish it would do something other than stare back at me from it's nice warm nesting spot. It worries me that it is purple though, this is the first purple one I have ever had. I mean I have had spots turn purple after rupturing or being lanced, but never before.
Mother in law let my daughter stay out of school today, which really really pissed me off. I love my daughter, but she knows how to play my mother in law like an old fiddle. I asked her why she didn't go to school "because I need a refill on my itchy meds." That told me right there she used that as an excuse, especially since right after she told me she started scratching. She wasn't scratching when I first walked in. UGH! At least she tracks out on the 20th of this month.
The problem I have with the inlaws is this. They lie all the time. And not about anything big or important. Something as simple as asking for a cigarette. "Hey you got a couple of smokes I can get?"...."I don't have any." (mind you just hours before they went and got a whole carton)...OK..I would much rather someone tell me I don't want to give you any than lie to me. Tell me, yeah I got some, but I don't want to give you any, is, to me, a whole lot better than telling me a lie. And they do this shit all the time. I don't lie to them about anything, if they ask, they get told, if they wanna know, they get told. I would so much rather someone tell me I don't wanna than lie.
We haven't even put up a Christmas tree yet. Not looking forward to dragging it out from under the deck. Trolling Craigslist for decorations as well, sure as hell don't want to have to drive 30 mins and lug all the Christmas decorations I saved from the house, just to have to take it all down again and lug it all the way back to Durham. Would just store it here, but there's just not enough room at the hotel.
Really should be posting in my journal everyday, somedays I just can't find it in me to do. pffffttt. :P
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Sorry that things are a little rough right now! I hate lying too! Biggest pet peeve I have. As for the journaling every day, I\'m lucky if I get one done a month it seems. They seem to come in spurts. Hang in there!
I swear I\'m trying..lol..I feel kinda like the poster of the cat trying not to fall in the toilet..LOL Thanks. I think I would rather have someone spit on me than lie to me. Much love to you sweetie!