Bad memories with this month
So my last journal entry was a little vague I wasn't sure if I wanted to really post what was on my mind but here it goes. June is a bad month for me it brings back memories of when the starting of me getting attacked. I got attacked a few years back in June but one of my best friends and my world has changed since then. When I reported it nothing happen seems to be my luck. The part that is the worse of it the guy still harasses me to this day. He has attacked me more than once. Hell when I had someone confront him about it he got his friends to help him. I still have flashbacks I still have nightmares I just want to be over this already. I have gone to thearpy I have talked about it but it just doesn't seem to help. One of my best friends don't seem to understand and juts basically tell me not to think and dwell on it. Well I try not to but the fact the flash backs happen and the nightmares happen doesn't help the fact but anyway I am just ranting.
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I wonder if it is possible to rewrite this in your head. Take awhile. Rewrite it where you are the winner. Think about what you would have done if you had seen it coming and been prepared. If he tried to kiss you would you have bit his lip off? Would you have put your knee in his groin? Try to rewrite it.
Do what you need for closure. You are a beautiful woman and have a wonderful man who cares for you. Forever happiness is waiting for you.
geez, we are so alike. i like what hippytoo says. good ideas. i\'m sorry you\'re still struggling with this...i\'m struggling as well with a similar situation, i can\'t seem to move past it. Hugs for you. i hope we can get closure. :)