Bad Idea (ED trigger warning)

Today I had a nice but busy day with some of my family packing up a lot of my nana's things so my mom and I can move it out and get our stuff moved in. While we were looking at stuff in the basement my cousin weighed himself on a scale I knew we had but didn't know where it was till we were down there so I weighed myself too. Bad idea, the last time I weighed myself was in my doctors office 2 weeks ago and I've gained about 8 lbs. I know the scales can be calibrated differently or I could have read the one at the docters office wrong but I'm still freaked out about it and afraid I'm going to starve myself. Part of me knows it is bad and wants to eat normally but part of me is freaking out and want to starve and exercise a lot. I don't know which part of me is going to win so I'm afraid.