bad daysss

Can't breath I feel  numb dead inside like I have no purpose  there are no tears today I'm all dried out just crying on the inside I can't even see the end anymore I used to think someone cared that someone would save my but no one hear no one sees my husband try he does and he cares but how do I explain that I don't want to eat drink even each breath I take hurts  how do I explain that I love him so much but I don't want to carry on that I don't want to open my eyes that I no longer smile like the girl he ones met my whole body itches I don't want to be touched or to talk to people I've stoped cooking cleaning bathing because I can't  I can't sit still and me and sleep are over to my only friend right now keep strong xx