Bad day

Yesterday was bad, Greif seems to want to overcome me and no one understands. He is still here breathing and looking around, I miss my husband I miss talking to him. They have him  in a nursing home 100 miles away since no one will take him local I do not drive due to medication I have been on since this happened. I see him weekly if I am lucky more I talk to him hold him and read to him. If I am not happy when i see my adult children they get upset, My daughter says he is in a coma not  dead get over it  I am such a happy person. But I feel I am in agony inside