bad bad week

Im currently having a bad week. Just my cycle turned its ugly head and my endo is acting up terrible. I was worried about seeing my doctor yesterday but for once HE was understanding. He was worried it was endo and that it may be need to be taken out. He is not a gyn just a family doctor but for now that is all I can see because my gyn is booked for the next 4 months. He suggested seeing a specialist maybe going back to the doctor I seen in Phoenix. The doctor was also a man but he was able to do botox and I was pain free for almost 3 years. After everything this year I will not do a nerve block I would rather sit in pain. But yesterday went ok all that worry for nothing a lot of times he doesn't want to put me on pain medicine but for me this time he did. Made me cry in his office with the pokes across my stomach and he did a toradol shot to help with the pain until I could get my script filled. Although I don't know if it interacted with my other meds last night. I had horrible dreams I take trazadone to help with sleep and last night was awful when it came to nightmares it may just be the pain too Im not sleeping well. My husband is sick with the flu that I gave him and I feel awful for it. He has to return to work this weekend and its going to really run him down. Im making lemon pie for him today. He has never had my grandpa's pie he says although I made it twice so hopefully it will cheer him up. Today better be the start of a better week. I have been hurting so much I haven't even posted once this week