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Ugh, sorry for being gone without a trace. I've actually been pretty busy lately for a change. I got three new piercings, I had two in a row before and now I have hree in a row on my ear, and I also go my cartilidge pierced. I went out to Plaster Fun Time today with my friend Jess, and I painted a Little Mermaid figure. Yay! I also had a panic attack today because I binged, but I tried to divert myself long enough to not rip my hair out. I'm really excited for my sleepover this thursday (or friday-not quite sure yet) with my cousin Morgan at my great aunts house. She's 12 and a really great distraction to be around when ED starts yelling because she reminds me what a waste of life he is. We get really hyper and slightly obnoxious when we're together, so neither of ourp arents are willing to host a sleepover, and I'm really greatful that my great aunt did. I got in a sour mood earlier because I was putzing around on Facebook and stumbled onto this group of people planning something which I wasn't included in, which put me in a crappy mood, but I think I did a pretty good job of calming myself down and remembering all the wonderful friends I already do have. Oh well. I'm very tired, so I'm off to comment on you guy's journal entries, then off to bed with me. All my love! Megs <3

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Aww sweetie. I am sorry you binged, but find strength and accomplishment in knowing that you fought it as hard as you could! I cant believe you got your cartilage pierced. I have mine done, and I got it done when I turned 22! I was so CHICKEN! Lmao! Ha ha! It just shows your strength pretty girl! Hold your head up high, and have fun at your sleep over! Know that you hold a special and safe place in my heart.
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Ooh, that sounds like fun. We have a Painted Penguin here. I took my girls there once. It was so much fun. I think I was more into it then them.
I\'m glad you didn\'t get too upset about not being included. Just stick with friends you have. They probably treat you alot better then those other people anyways.
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hi there... i am so glad to hear you were able to pull youself through what must have sucked... and the sleep over sounds like so much fun! it is great to surround yourself with things and people that remind you of what life is REALLY about.. and you are right.. it is not horrible ed... have fun and enjoy just being silly and young. you deserve it! oh and i love love love the little mermaid.. know almost entire movie by heart :)
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That\'s so neat that you got your ears pierced another time. I\'v been wanting to get my belly button peirced.
It\'s so great that you\'re going to have a sleepover with your cousin. My cousin and I are the same way. We get in these giggle fits and just can\'t seem to ever shut up! I hope you have a wonderful time. I\'m sure you will.
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I\'m sorry for the downfalls, but it seems like you\'re keeping a good head about things. I hope you have tons of fun at the sleepover, and don\'t worry about being MIA. I too was MIA for far too long. I was beginning to miss everyone on here!