Back to work I go:(

Well tomorrow is Monday and I have to return to work after being off for a while with my mom and daughter.  I hate this because it is so hard for me and also Aubrey.  She has gotten used to mommy being home and I love the special alone time that I get to have with her.  I work because I have to not because I choose and it KILLS ME.  I pray that my hubby will soon get a better job which we have been working on so that I may go to part time and then soon just be a stay at home mom which is a full time job in its self.  Tomorrow also starts the date of my diet and I am trying to keep myself pumped up for this.  As I said before it hit me hard a couple nights ago that I may not be around to see my daughter grow up or at least get to enjoy it with her because of my health issues.  I told myself that if I am not willing to do this for myself then I will do it for my child.  I waited 5 yrs for her and she is my motivation to get healther.  I am also making my hubby do the same.  So wish me luck as I do this.  Have a Great week to all