Back to work

I had a busy day back at work ,we had  a cup final today so it kept us busy and i hadn't seen the girls for 3 weeks so had a bit of gossip and a giggle.One of my so called friends came in didn't say i'm sorry about dad or how i was feeling.She wanted to know if i was glad to be back,did she think i'd been on holiday or had a few day's off.I wanted to shout NO I DON'T WANT TO BE BACK I'VE LOSTED MY DAD.Hardly anybody has asked me anything i just want people to acknowledge i've lost my dad. just to say how are you, everything ok.I hope i'm not sounding selfish.I can't seem to explain myself today least i know what i mean.